Hello again

Hello everyone. It has been quite some time since I last posted on here and for that I truly am sorry. There was a point when I couldn't wait to write my next post and the ideas were stacking up and up and up. Then... nothing.

I didn't want this blog to become forgotten or cast to the side like so many of my other projects and for a whole year I kept it alive (kind of). The truth is I'm struggling to find my words. I would call it writer's block but it's not quite that. Not really anyway.

I can't find my words.

I can't explain myself. I used to find writing as a way of explaining my thoughts but now I'm stumbling over them. Not just on the pages however but in life too. I'm not sure what has made me tumble back so abrupty to a past version of myself. Everything feels hard to explain and nothing is coming out quite as eloquently as I would like. I often feel like I'm grabbing words from the air and glueing them at random together in some vain attempt to express myself.

I'm just ending up with an unsightly mess.

But, like I have said before in more optimistic posts, I will come back from this. I have to. I'm sorry that this seems so 'down in the dumps'. I don't feel sad really just frustrated I guess. A bit off kilter if you will.

However, the next time something comes out as it's supposed to I'll let you know! I have some plans for projects but I can't quite get the execution right.

Wish me luck everyone, I'll certainly need it.

Much love from me to you for still being here <3

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